Healing – Ebony Mystique

“Blindsided” ~ Healing…

I was ready, expecting not to trust men for a while. But it’s the not being able to trust myself that’s got me blindsided.

I’ve never experienced this aspect before. It’s alarming.

I thought about something funny you said and smiled. Then chastised myself for smiling at the tormentor’s joke.

Now my heart feels betrayed for twenty-four hours.

I cry a lot. But not after 8am or before 11pm.